Essay

Reading, Writing, Waiting

In an age of AI, the deeper question is not only what work remains for human beings, but what kind of people we are becoming.

What AI exposes is not just a labor-market shift. It reveals a deeper question about formation. What kind of person are we becoming? What habits of mind and soul prepare us to live in a world where more and more forms of technical competence are being commoditized? Christian faith has something important to say here, not merely as a set of beliefs, but as a pedagogy.

Christian pedagogy, at its best, is not about managing appearances or preserving status. It is about learning to tell the truth about yourself. That means admitting error, embracing correction, and treating failure not as humiliation but as the beginning of repentance, growth, and wisdom. When that pedagogy is practiced faithfully, it forms people who are not destroyed by mistakes because they know how to confess them, learn from them, and continue. In a culture increasingly organized around performance, branding, and blame avoidance, that kind of formation becomes a real strength.

That is one reason healthy Christian culture can produce a better cast of mind than many of the alternatives now on offer. Much of modern life trains people either to deny failure, weaponize it against others, or convert it into spectacle. Christianity, at least in principle, teaches something harder and better: accept responsibility, renounce self-deception, receive grace, and keep going. It is a discipline of humility, and humility is not weakness. It is the precondition for learning.

This also helps explain why thinkers like Rene Girard still matter. Modern institutions are full of scapegoat mechanisms. When pressure rises, groups look for someone to blame, expel, or sacrifice in order to restore a sense of order. Layoffs make this dynamic easy to see, but it exists everywhere. Christian thought names this pattern and, at its best, resists it by centering innocence, mercy, and truth rather than collective accusation. It reminds us that entire cultures can stabilize themselves through blame, and that this is a false peace.

Even the modern Stoics, for all their insight, seem incomplete to me. They can teach discipline, endurance, and self-command, and those are not small things. But they tend to treat desire as a problem to be subdued, as though the highest good were a kind of detachment that makes suffering easier to bear. Christianity does not say that desire itself is wrong. It says desire must be rightly formed. The goal is not to become invulnerable by wanting less. The goal is to want what is good and remain faithful to it.

That is why I keep returning to Penelope. In Homer's Odyssey, she is not simply a symbol of passivity or domestic patience. She is a figure of disciplined fidelity under siege. Odysseus is gone for years, and no one can say with confidence whether he will ever return. In his absence, her household fills with suitors who consume his wealth, pressure her to choose another husband, and treat prolonged uncertainty as proof that waiting is foolish. Penelope lives in the space between promise and fulfillment, between memory and visible reality.

What makes her admirable is not indifference. It is not that she has learned not to care. It is that her desire remains rightly ordered even under pressure. She does not refuse the suitors because she has ceased to love. She refuses them because she loves rightly. Her longing is not weakness. It is fidelity. Her weaving and unweaving of Laertes' shroud is not merely a trick to buy time. It is a sign of disciplined hope, a refusal to surrender to false resolution simply because the waiting has become costly.

That is part of why Penelope works so well as a Christian image. The point is not detachment from the world, but steadfastness within it. She holds fast to what is true when circumstances make truth difficult to sustain. She endures ambiguity without surrendering conviction. She suffers the long delay without consenting to an easier substitute. In that sense, she is a fitting image for the Church, and for the Christian life more broadly: the bride waiting faithfully, resisting false lovers, holding the house together, and trusting that the absent one will return.

Ours is a waiting age. We are asked to remain faithful in conditions we did not choose, surrounded by counterfeit claims, false suitors, and endless pressure to give ourselves over to whatever seems strongest in the moment. The Christian image is not mastery but fidelity. We are the bride waiting for the bridegroom to return. We endure, we discern, we refuse false consolations, and we hold the household together while we wait for Christ. Our strength is not self-sufficiency. Our strength is God.

So perhaps that is part of the lesson as well. In an age when AI makes human skill cheaper, the real need is not only to become more adaptable or more articulate, though both matter. It is to become the kind of person who can fail without collapsing, suffer without becoming cruel, and wait without losing hope. That kind of formation is not mainly technical. It is spiritual. And if Christian pedagogy still knows how to form people like that, then it has more to offer this moment than many of us have remembered.